Tough Luck

Blood sugar – 11.5

So today I found out I didn’t get on my college course that I applied for months and months ago, and I’m really annoyed because it’s a course that enables me to get in to university next year. I really don’t know what I’m going to do. Tom and I sent the college a rather desperate email asking to reconsider my application but I don’t know that they’re going to. I called my mum to let her know and the second I heard her voice I wanted to cry about it but I didn’t; that would have got me nowhere. I felt pretty crap about it for an hour or so because it makes everything feel a bit bleak but then I cheered up – a solution will come, I hope.

Meanwhile, with the diabetes, I’m on day six of insulin after skipping it and so far I’ve not gained that much fluid/weight. 3lbs or so, maybe. The fluid in my legs was very painful last night but tonight it’s not so bad.

Anyway, just a short first opening blog to introduce myself but now I must dash as Tom is dozing away peacefully next to me and I’m quite jealous.

May 5, 2009. college, diabetes, eating disorder.